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We were out of the jungle poem

 We were out of the jungle, we almost got out

We were taken by the vines and flipped upside down

We were out of the mess, i thought there was success

We were gona be the first to fluke on the curse

But it was i it was you it was time it was true

It was nice it was loud it blew my head all over the ground

All the spots were filled, there was no where in you

That there could be me, success was superseded

I was in a daze you were in a maze

I was here to save you were all i gave

Up, up and away, here i go flying away

I was there to hold ur hand, u just wanted all the land

I was here for the contract, u were not even there for contact

I was trying, i was mellow, you were sharp but couldnt cut

I just knew it was us, but us was a ghost and me

As forever it shall be, i just talk into the sheets

As forever it can only take, the destiny and the fate

I was there in the jungle, not knowing if it was u that was

Tied up or was it me, that was holding onto u

But here you are roaming effortlessly, and im still thinking

U cant walk u cant run you cant seem to be one of us

But you are you and you been you for like three decades

And i been me, and we can go

We can avoid the vines but of course not if i plant them

Right in front of you, and reliance, 

Fuck that guidance, you were never one to know ur path

U were one to just laugh at the path and wipe it clean

Then go where am i is this a dream

Can i sleep leave me alone, i got work in the morning, undertone

Or dial tone, or no tone at all cause i dont get ur remarks

And ur so dark, you dont even know what comes out

Of ur mouth, but we were in the jungle the two of us

And if we ever really were, i would have left you and laughed

With overtone, with all the tone, with all the maniac in me

Coming out cause ur laughable now, ur a pity to look at

And me standing next to you is a pity to see

Cause you and me could never be,  why do i love or think i do

When its just us two, and when its not its like i forgot

And blanked out on whats important, cause its not u

Its guidance, and thats not you, you’re silence

And silence doesnt teach, silence rots whatever lesson could ever be

Inside of me, whatever i had known, silence makes it go blank

And who needs that? I never was one to stay in it deep

For that long before colliding with my thoughts that shout

But shout can not be done, when i am with one that makes me “calm”

Fuck that calm, i think too fast

Fuck that sleep, i need to run

Fuck those arms, they were needed for babies

Im just here, and i am one

I was always one  i didnt need anything

I was just there to be needed not need

And needed i can be at any given time

It isnt a mime game, im not a mime

Im not with ducttape, im not with luck taken

Away from me, i give it all for the world to see

Cause you never believed that the path is chosen for me

And i would live it and be given and you never believed

That something could come of nothing, that you thought you had to

Struggle for, well maybe you but not i. 

And i guess you’ll see your demise

But not  i, for the ground parts when i need it to

And the silence melts into two

And makes a river of words and understanding

And if there was not even a lesson then who needs the testing

And who needs the reactions when i know what should be

And it isnt you and it isnt me

But in my mind the jungle awaits

Cause i really love playing mind games with myself

To try to figure out why someone wouldnt answer

When they said they would but people lie

But not i , oh hell of course i do when i dont care

But i would have to not care a whole lot

To not even take a peek if the person really did rot

 


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