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here comes the fight all black and white poem

 Here comes the fight all black and white

Here comes the punch in the face or in the gut

Here comes the vision, no one taught you percision

So you aim at whatever, hoping itll be ur last endeavor

But what if u aim at what is truest to you

And what if when you wake ur crowned the fool

Here comes the lie, all tied up with a bow

Here comes the foot, in ur mouth when u bestow

Urself as the link between happy and sad

And are you sure you can tell the difference, 

Who is crazy? Who is mad?

Were we all just chained up was it all conspiracy

Was this all a game, is this what udid to me

How come i cant think until he answers correctly

How come i cant move until he untangles me

Was there ever independence and was it really that

Or was i just some trick you played just to have a laugh?

Here comes the tiredness, i am not at all

I was thinking that maybe this time you would take the fall

Maybe i should let my anger out on you alone

Why should others suffer when with u i go home

And here we are in the room, staring at each other

I was just over there caressing and kissing my lover

Dont u take that memory away, he told me he only wants me

He said its forever, and thats what im planning it to be

He said that he has to leave because of feelings he gets

When i try to get in his head cause ur in mine but he feels sad

When he cant be near, when he has to force himself

Away, who would do that? Even he apparently, doesnt believe

That any of his actions are his, well look at u

Laughing, playing the puppet strings once more

I hate you down to your very core

Did you master the fact that you are evil and heartless

Or do you think u have a heart and you already heard this

And are just on repeat , tying up the loose strings of ur greed

Your feed, you just come here to slap ur knees and laugh ur way

Through life, like ur nnot some kinda lie, like ur not on ur own

Like ur not alone in this journey and im here to accompany

Every single evil thing you do, but look at this its finally true

That you found me and im trying to wipe you away

Like a smudge on a window, without u its a clear day

Maybe ill just break the window anyway

Just so you cant guard my escape , so you could stay outa my way

Cause nothing is forcing me to hold onto you today

Cause all u say is whispers of lies

And all my cries could have been avoided

If it wasnt for years i was toyed with

And destroyed in, and clamped shut

Cause without you, nothing bad ever sums this up

Its all uphill from here, darling

Its just not the way you pictured it to be, hear that ring?

Its your own destiny calling, pick up the phone

And dont forget when youre done, to leave me alone.


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