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Sitting on the toilet with my raincoat on

 Here we are here's life  in the instinct of the strife  here's a knife to go all out  here's the claim that you're better than this  no I'm not I'm a disgrace  I'm in your face I'm out of space  and into yours can't be sorry  when I have no idea what I'm sorry for  can't combine my apology with agony  with symphony of chaos in my brain  claim there's more to me  shame I lost my memory  while sitting on the toilet with my raincoat on  letting everything around me crazy  oh what a life we claim we fight  we say we try but do we really  or just do enough things before we say goodbye  hi here into this mockery of Life  high above the words of Savior calls  above the instinct to revolt  above the sirens in the distance  at least in my brain chaos always ensues  Enfolds me and controls me  forgive me my very  uncanny something that led to missing nothing's  a fort...