every day every me

i've been waiting waiting for the sun to rise Waiting for the sky to part ways, so i could see sun days But this sun is so harsh this breath is so shallow Will i see tomorrow shouldn't be a question on my brain I've been saying, saying all the words i could remember But i forgot to write it down so i forgot again Here we are playing pretend like back in the day On the farm in my head on my hand notes of past Break free but never break my knee Seed all the way thru from new york to malibu All your thoughts all my actions all of them Here i stand with a hand full of dreams That i wanna spread along but all that seems to me Is falsity , retribution of quiet days that never stood a chance Among the rest, i satisfy my hunger of knowledge Knowing that it was proper to be quietly known And loudly know yourself as all hell broke loose But the final will is not to be liked but to be Understood, but who do you fool if the fool is you To be truthful with fools when you’re bending the ...

Hello world it's the worst, that it’s been worse in my head Recently, complacently, wouldn't know where to begin Guess at the start but on my mark in my head it just won't part That the start and the end are incoherent match Because they’re both the feeling of guilt that i didn't know before I won't try to sugarcoat, this is hard to even say What i've phrased and what has come upon this morning day Stay, but go is a better option for all.  Wanderlust But in the mud i feel relieved that i'm hidden From the world but in the same breath i can be seen But have I not been seen till now? well no, because i didn't see me I just thought that since they saw me it's ok But it isn't. i am sliding on the keyboard and writing Like I know what i'm saying but here it is, It’s broken Really broken thoughts, that don't combine with each other And stay hidden from me in the end Well here i am, i'm trying to understand if i even think clearly now Suppos...