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you remain

i've been waiting waiting for the sun to rise

Waiting for the sky to part ways, so i could see sun days

But this sun is so harsh this breath is so shallow

Will i see tomorrow shouldn't be a question on my brain

I've been saying, saying all the words i could remember

But i forgot to write it down so i forgot again

Here we are playing pretend like back in the day

On the farm in my head on my hand notes of past

Break free but never break my knee

Seed all the way thru from new york to malibu

All your thoughts all my actions all of them

Here i stand with a hand full of dreams

That i wanna spread along but all that seems to me

Is falsity , retribution of quiet days that never stood a chance

Among the rest, i satisfy my hunger of knowledge

Knowing that it was proper to be quietly known

And loudly know yourself as all hell broke loose

But the final will is not to be liked but to be

Understood, but who do you fool if the fool is you

To be truthful with fools when you’re bending the rules

And then look in the eye like you’re giving them pie

When really you're feeding them dirt haven't you heard

It’s easier to eat when you got no teeth cause

It goes down your throat and you choke

On your words on your actions on your own well being

Here is the ceiling and here you are under

You don't under- stand but you under- stand

And forever you’re sand and dust on my fingers

For you fade into black and you are never intact

And you break through the barrier of living

Cause you wanted too quickly to develop in time

When time stood still and you were willing to rhyme

But now that you’re bored your poetry’s scorned

And you wanna be appeased indiscreetly

Who are you fooling to fool yourself?

Who are you giving the clues to your hell

Whose arms are wide open to cuddle you near

Where you feel safe and worry leaves with fear?

No one but you and you remain. No one but you

And you remain.


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