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 Signs- everywhere open my eyes  sighs- are they real or lies?  Blind, can't see or hear better off  hide- what use am I to me laugh off  all the crap slap on the wrist never comes  the repercussions are worse  of course you grow older I saw too much  touch the surface of destiny  felt like I lived it all but was it another life  felt to me like real life so why  live it if I already knew the pleasures  and outcomes speed and urgency  thinking there's a prize at the end of  complacency or the end of understanding  meant to mend My wounds  but they didn't come about for I did not  live at all live at all memories of shame  hidden as a talent to self alone  broken cords of life that led me to a highways of impossible possibilities  they are allowed unlike your caged  feeling seething in fortitude of signs  you I can't decipher might I be a fighter  once more a tryer braver ki...

 Lonely road  I am tired I am up  I was up but I fucked up I am fire I am ice  I can't see with both my eyes I only see lies,I pronounce me dead  I'm numb to all that's in my head Bled it out and saw no purpose Compose on sense, nonsense Blonde moments, focus is gone Loneliness took over fully Bully myself and rule me into the Outlook Of newness, blew the opportunity And saw none ever again, blame it on sense Blame it on games I don't know rules to anymore Candy store of my life, aching more Blaming for the intensity of situations Relations out the window And famous to be in the rear of my mirror, such dreams That I could never again get to Meant to but forgot the road Then hoped that it turned into itself on its own  Roads didn't do that, they are steared Feared that the direction is wrong So I stopped the wheel, took out the key And threw it so far that I couldn't remember the placement Enhanced the erasement. Statement of the century Blaming me for my ow...