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Signs

 Signs- everywhere open my eyes 

sighs- are they real or lies? 

Blind, can't see or hear better off 

hide- what use am I to me laugh off

 all the crap slap on the wrist never comes

 the repercussions are worse 

of course you grow older I saw too much

 touch the surface of destiny

 felt like I lived it all but was it another life

 felt to me like real life so why 

live it if I already knew the pleasures 

and outcomes speed and urgency 

thinking there's a prize at the end of 

complacency or the end of understanding 

meant to mend My wounds

 but they didn't come about for I did not 

live at all live at all memories of shame 

hidden as a talent to self alone

 broken cords of life that led me to a highways of impossible possibilities

 they are allowed unlike your caged 

feeling seething in fortitude of signs 

you I can't decipher might I be a fighter 

once more a tryer braver kinder

 higher than each of my old positions

 mentioned my missions 

are they all stalled ? hold the door 

don't close myself out of my thoughts 

it finally makes sense not jibber jabber

 had her, lost her but she's in me

 fill me with knowledge I did not know 

or know I had or so I'm sad 

or I solely said alone I meant 

in my bed folding arms to life

 but is it real?

 I'm still visible to all

 in the hall empty spaces of energy 

unfulfilled on purpose to stay clean.

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