every day every me

i've been waiting waiting for the sun to rise Waiting for the sky to part ways, so i could see sun days But this sun is so harsh this breath is so shallow Will i see tomorrow shouldn't be a question on my brain I've been saying, saying all the words i could remember But i forgot to write it down so i forgot again Here we are playing pretend like back in the day On the farm in my head on my hand notes of past Break free but never break my knee Seed all the way thru from new york to malibu All your thoughts all my actions all of them Here i stand with a hand full of dreams That i wanna spread along but all that seems to me Is falsity , retribution of quiet days that never stood a chance Among the rest, i satisfy my hunger of knowledge Knowing that it was proper to be quietly known And loudly know yourself as all hell broke loose But the final will is not to be liked but to be Understood, but who do you fool if the fool is you To be truthful with fools when you’re bending the ...

Hello world it's the worst, that it’s been worse in my head Recently, complacently, wouldn't know where to begin Guess at the start but on my mark in my head it just won't part That the start and the end are incoherent match Because they’re both the feeling of guilt that i didn't know before I won't try to sugarcoat, this is hard to even say What i've phrased and what has come upon this morning day Stay, but go is a better option for all.  Wanderlust But in the mud i feel relieved that i'm hidden From the world but in the same breath i can be seen But have I not been seen till now? well no, because i didn't see me I just thought that since they saw me it's ok But it isn't. i am sliding on the keyboard and writing Like I know what i'm saying but here it is, It’s broken Really broken thoughts, that don't combine with each other And stay hidden from me in the end Well here i am, i'm trying to understand if i even think clearly now Suppos...

 You were everything I jaded like you were we were faded Into a will that was not ours But you took my hand and gave me power They thought they could take us both But it was nothing like we imagined I got soaked you were dry Your heart got moist with a tear in my eye You were broke I was creative You can't take anything you came with But I write it for you every day Like I don't have any other way Not knowing if I still Admire you But you seem to weaken at a glance You can't look at me even if you had a chance It hurts right? You have feelings Its guilt but you got something bigger to see Concentrate on something else You can't stay if he leaves It's just not right to bring both to life You were the one everyone wants to be But you're just in my imagination Puppeteer. You were creator They can't get past God And whoever I put your love into Has to prove your worth. Just do you But no one knows how to act themselves Everyone is under jurisdiction of someone ...

 Don't you remember how we broke the bond  we were on our high horse speedinginto the night.  There was a certain gaze, a stare to amaze  a plane ready to crash a feeling ready to dash  a necessity ready to take a promise ready to break.  We weren't so far behind but the pact has already been signed.  We knew it was the cause I couldn't count your flaws  you rehearsed the lines so well that I fell under your spell  but deep it went. N deep I felt  and ready for connection. So don't mind me as my eyes go blind as we cross the intersection.  You made a fuss I thought of us and us went into the light I thought of trust  and how it's a must and faded into the night.  I couldn't go on. Your feelings were too strong, it's easier when I'm alone.  You are just a clone, you are just a drone.  You are in my mind. Sighing I walk back until I  could react to things that are in my mind  fine it is to look pages of...

So i found some interesting stuff that i would like to share now! I found some poems from the past that would be relevant to today's me. and i guess to every day me but when im lost, i would really love to look at my old writings and share with myself in the now what i learned in the past and seem to have forgotten. a little history is that i wrote since i was 12.  ive been writing my whole life about things ive observed, conquered, questioned, things that i didnt know if i minded not knowing, and things that i absolutely was sure were my purpose in life (until they weren't) so here are some of the things i learned along the way (and am relearning now as we speak)      dont complain about things you dont know about      dont make  yourself the victim to those who dont know the whole situation      dont cry about a situation you dont know much about      dont freak out when youre alone, you can always call someone for ...