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Poem of the day. And it's my birthday :)

 You were everything I jaded like you were we were faded

Into a will that was not ours

But you took my hand and gave me power

They thought they could take us both

But it was nothing like we imagined

I got soaked you were dry

Your heart got moist with a tear in my eye

You were broke I was creative

You can't take anything you came with

But I write it for you every day

Like I don't have any other way

Not knowing if I still Admire you

But you seem to weaken at a glance

You can't look at me even if you had a chance

It hurts right? You have feelings

Its guilt but you got something bigger to see

Concentrate on something else

You can't stay if he leaves

It's just not right to bring both to life

You were the one everyone wants to be

But you're just in my imagination

Puppeteer. You were creator

They can't get past God

And whoever I put your love into

Has to prove your worth. Just do you

But no one knows how to act themselves

Everyone is under jurisdiction of someone else

And if I say you control me what makes you

Different? You're just repeating the same 

Instance. I knew you broke my vow

Before I had a chance to perfect it. 

I know you were meaning to reject it

But I went along with your flawed rules

I just didn't want any more clues

I want to do it myself, bend and break

And if I can't glue myself together, I'll take

The downfall, the responsibility.  

Cause only I can put power into how much it means to me

Not that I'm smart but I won't let myself be undressed

When I didn't take my mind off first

I need to get ahead before I burst

And I let smart people down when they get it

And I give power to those that don't let it

Define them, they try n discover

What they had to know. 

You were born to show

But all you do is hide. From other's selfish lies

Side with the demon, don't question it

Ride with the fever, just break your sweat

There was nothing to come for except the risk

To know you could. To give the look

To make your face. To be amazed. 

Stay away. You can't be disgusted 

By the shyt you did to yourself 

Discuss it. Do it to yourself. You're ashamed

That you led me into this cruel game

And I learned the rules, now I'm the monster

And I turned my head, now I don't cower

Behind my hood, I see you're weak

What can I do other than stand in my place

Watch whatever needs be gone erase



4.11.16

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