my commandments

So i found some interesting stuff that i would like to share now!

I found some poems from the past that would be relevant to today's me. and i guess to every day me but when im lost, i would really love to look at my old writings and share with myself in the now what i learned in the past and seem to have forgotten. a little history is that i wrote since i was 12. 

ive been writing my whole life about things ive observed, conquered, questioned, things that i didnt know if i minded not knowing, and things that i absolutely was sure were my purpose in life (until they weren't)

so here are some of the things i learned along the way (and am relearning now as we speak)

    dont complain about things you dont know about

    dont make  yourself the victim to those who dont know the whole situation

    dont cry about a situation you dont know much about

    dont freak out when youre alone, you can always call someone for help

    there is love out there, even if you dont accept it, it will accept you

    blindness makes you sure to believe anything just so you can grasp onto something

    when someone doesnt tell you something,it's for your own benefit

    learning about yourself is more important than learning about others

    wasting time is only in your head, nothing is ever really wasted

    what you believe is not important should still be learned just in case you fall into that unimportant situation yourself

    thinking you know everything for yourself means you know nothing for others

    looks can be mean but intentions kind, and vice versa

    you will never get over what your soul desires, no matter how much you run

    your soul knows who is true and who isnt

    destiny is real, your dark and light is hidden when others see it, and shown when there is no one else

    whether you want someone to see it isnt up to you

    connecting yourself to someone more than you should always make you lose a part of you

    how long it takes to get that part back is up to you

    if you have hope, anything can happen

    if you dont learn the lesson, or feel like youve been given a lesson you already learned, the way to know you learned it is to get out of it faster than last time

    you always have a choice to be alone

    to hide or feel lonely in a crowded room is harder than to feel crowded in an empty room

    a miracle is what happens to you, a choice is what you make happen

    the instruments and tools handed to you shouldnt always be used

    the more you decipher someone, the more you see yourself

    taking steps back should only been done to leap forwards afterwards

Well, there you have it; 

and i guess remember that these are rules i learned for my life, not necessarily will work for everyone. but on my journey of life i can see how these are to be implimented and carried out. 

either way, im so glad i found all of this and can share it maybe to help someone. at least im helping myself once more, which is number one priority at the moment.

mental strength is just as important as mental health, and if you are constantly in the dark about yourself, your strength has no way of showing. 

toodles.