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Anytime you rise ahead poem

 Any time you rise ahead i am right straight behind. Any time youre in yur thoughts i can fathom all i strive for,, will disappear because you hold it oh so dear, ur the conqueror oh so powerful your the faithful oh so dear, you think thoughts oh so clear, 

Im the municipal, rigid warrior that lacks the confidence to say her praise, waste her day, laugh at sayings that describe me perfectly but is it me. Well do you remember back in the day laughing at everything they would say about me, about you, bully you and you would laugh like nah thats not me, thats  another part another human, lets make fun of it lets consume it, maybe if that part of you was humored, maybe it would disappear, cause it would not hold onto itself so dear, and disappear, u laughed at you… u laughed and laughed and now its the past but your still laughing like how could you even think to develop such a habit to worship something outside of you, when you are the one you laughed at , risking everything like its a same thing, but then worry how others see you but not … you?

But are you, you? But have you seen yourself? Do u know whats in the mirror or is it clearer when you stare into ur mind? But do you kno what u actually want or is it just something that subsides, youre in the thoughts but your outside, ur the conscious but your the mind, ur the weakness but you hold fate, didnt i tell u its too late/??? Worrisome, but conquer greatly, worry none but think like maybe, wouldnt u just want to steer, the car of you for once… go in the direction that is closest to the sun, the sum, of all ur melodies, i meann memories, that you can come up with, to an even sum… or odd, whatever thought you possess,  nonetheless, confess that you are that which you speak lowly of or highly of, whatever mood, just ingest all that is you, for once! 

Come up with no excuses that you cant stand up to, every single thing you say, make it be that way,  

But you hide behind the curtain, open for a few, peek out and then close it

Was it really you

Brew inside the steaming liquid, take it in as quickly as you can

Outrun the demons, take a stand

Winter blows the wind of the fan

Its in ur room jus tlike its in ur head

One step forward is like three steps back

Hinder urself, hide into ur shell

Wonder at will, but make actions at thrill

Times, not chill times, 

Will arrive, but will it truly be you at the door

When u answer ur call 

Because its u whose ringing and u who comes

To open up, only to you, that should be enough.

Wonder if the words are sinking through

Or just singing to you, either way listen you

Wishing at will, but wishing is well

And usually only worry about you

Not others just scared for u and everything you do

Do u come up with actions and take precaution

Or just display an act of notion.

Go ahead…

Open.


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