Reach the sun poem

 So when did you become so frightened

So afraid of life like it back stabbed you

Like you’re a little girl in the hall

Bully of a life, like you had it by the horns

Let go and now you can't get back on

It's ok, slow down. Drown your thoughts in

Water, clear… mind is becoming a vessel of

Trampled thoughts one top of another

Cover, blame all the victims of your misfortune

It's not the same, but keep going

Poison the rivers of your past

It will seep into your skin, become immune

When did you seek justice for nothing

When it comes too soon when all you wanted

Was to be up by noon to become everything

I'm gettin to it, you wanted to be

All the titles and all the streets to shout your name

She's a nurse, an organizer, a really good person

She's a therapist, a starter, and someone to put a curse on

But someone to be scared of and do you remember

When you didn't think you did it when the mood shifted

Do you remember when blaming the outside was

Refreshing to you because you were untouchable

Everything was everyone else, and with that

You knew the reason and could control it

You could bring it down to its knees and make cease to exist

Critical option but one you control

Taking a toll on your brain when you think you should worry

About this small insignificance

That plays no part in the bigger picture

Picture it

You're in control

Picture it

You're standing bold

Listen in

But quiet your thoughts

Risk it all 

Cause you're in control

What you're worried about is not having a plan

But stand hand in hand with destiny

Trust me, and everything will be fine

You're filling yourself with worry for naught

Your becoming a version that treds so carefully

That it lost its footing and fell

What do you really feel

Disconnected

Know why you know why

Cause your memories aren't your own

And ur solving a puzzle of a maze you don't belong in

So get out and find your own maze that will 

Be so easy to walk through that it'll be just that

Your own movement that soothes you cause you know the game

Your own feelings that make you feel complete

Your own happiness that you aren't scared to hold onto

Cause there won't be any spikes that you're not ready for

Find your own balance with what is yours

And find your mind in time

It’ll come

Soon, you will reach the sun