Watching slowly as you bend poem

 Watching slowly as you bend

The way i stand and make it awkward

See the way i look at you

It wasnt sympathetic, but it wasnt cruel

I was not judging but i had remorse

I was the anecdote of course

I wanted a story but i became my own

I wanted some answers but you gave me none

I was so ashamed to ask the questions

That silence befell me and followed me through

As days passed by, i realized it easy

To not question you and together with me too

I decided not to care what you cared about

Or what you judged or if you foamed at the mouth

Or if you had left or if you were leaving soon

I was just glad that we didnt share a room

I wanted an out and you gave me space to slide

Away from you in healing me, and for that i thank you

You left as the leaves fell and snow had enveloped the city

And christmas was better without you cause all the presents were for me

And none were for you and it was ok

Because less money spent on you was more money saved

And here we are not talking and the world is the best

Because finally i can get some decent rest.