Wonderful constant trust
Like a wave that comes towards us
Winking at all passing by
I wish i could see eye to eye
With me
I wish i could see my eyes
And how they cry over tiny things
That make no sense to cry over
But so sense it is lost to me
That i believe in casualty
Of the mind and i am done
Here i am, hand in arm
Here i am wishing for harm
To be shown to the past
Our last endeavor wasn't treasured
Much, but i could touch the spots
That are fragile, i could see
On my face the lines of life
All the sights that made their way
Through my path and crippled me
To make me into a majority
That closes eyes to majesty
Let alone i was gone for those moments
Anyway, so how could i say that i've lived
Through them, that i've concluded
A valid perception in every direction
When it is I that blinded myself to
See me clearly within
When it is i that brought the treasure
To the fountain and spilled it out
Thinking it was meaningless for being a thing
That all that matters is thoughts not rings
That all that feeble desire for touch
Is just a desperation that you yourself can tame
Just say your own name
That one you gave yourself
That title that you picked in life
That path towards which you strive
I know…. You thought you'd be there already
But you keep on forgetting the spiral of life
It isn't that you stepped backwards on purpose
It is not the same, not at all darling
It is the longest direction to take
Like a hard book to go through but get this
Here you are on chapter one
With knowledge now of level eighty
It just brings you back to debating
What was worth obtaining
That is all you question now
What you forgot isn't really that
For you have gone through the easy times
Now you look at it through tested eyes
Through experience and much much more
That will bring safety to your door
That will keep you from getting hurt
Much more keen and lessons learned
It's not the same, you question this
But know that you are smarter than you give
Yourself space to be, just run as far and wide as
You want, but don't forget to return home
Recharge
Breathe
And try again
Nothing is as good as pretend.
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