Allow it to fester poem

 Allow it to fester allow it to muster

Allow all the feelings to come forth and reveal

Whats truly inside and not just in the mind

What are u shaking from? Fright or the night

Is the loneliness scaring u or are u just scared to move forth

With the plan that isnt set but in ur mind u just yawn

Cause u been through this, u jus dont want it again

But its handed to u nicely this time, just dont regret

Cause u looked at it different, and u want to let go

But ur hand keeps ahold and u cling like u cant

Bring urself back to life , like u dont know what partnership is

Well u dont , but i do so let me tell u

Partnering means u belong to each other

Whether here or there, but u look for another

Way to get out of the way that u feel , here you have to feel love

Not alone, here you have to feel courage and be strong

Here you have to see sound and feel noise,

U have to get the choices out of ur head

And not panic when things dont go as planned

Because ur here on a limp and yes u put urself out there

After hiding so well, and you show off ur shell

Then put it to the side, well by and by you were to bring it along

And yes u threw away what else u harbored but

Maybe it was for ur benefit that all this got taken

But now its harder, i know, now its  a pain to remember

What you really did to deserve this and get it

Which part did you mess up and if you told the truth, why then

Did u get what u wanted when you werent ready for it

You told the truth and u stood there as everything unveiled

Words spoken so softly with such harshness entail

And bring about worry and confusion and doubt

And yes then the decision is in his hands without

Any approval of yourself,