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once positive your formula is changed

 Once positive ur formula is changed, 

ur rearranged ur headgear is damaged

 u sink back into the unknown 

but all u need to know is that its there, 

whatever it is, its for real and its bare,

 it shows u its constant while u show it the incomplete

 but what u do for it is what u do for me, 

show it all u want, but it will only see 

what u let it see, the glory and the trees 

the hiding beneath the plants 

the fighting with urself 

that u have nothing left, 

wen u come to him the realization that ur empty, 

feelings empty emotions null, 

u just caved into an empty skull,

 u have no words u have no ambitions

 u just thought u were on a mission 

to say more to speak more,

 to hear more while u see less,

 here u are, confess, illustrate the mess,

 bring along the quiet time,

 did u not want it mimes all around,

 shower down, 

bring the conquest enjoy the worry, 

dont u know there is no hurry

 there is no stable there is just joy,

 from anything u take into u and convoy,

 bring about everything less thats in ur mind 

and make it more, i am sure by then u will endure 

everything thats within u needed u succeeded 

rebuild it and delete it for u dont need it anymore 

u were just there for the architect round, 

now ur here for the observation,

 watch as u flail into ur own creation, 

watch as u seek the unbecoming,

 and hold true to the ones that u lied to before, 

the cunning, the running, the rumming and pouting 

the lecture u give urself day in and day out isnt 

that what its all about 

and then u say hey, to urself and to anyone around u 

that allows u to be yourself but urself was lost in that dress

And then you put ur feelings on and evaporate

Into ur tears, ur gears, switch them and become fierce

And paint ur head with images of conquest

But not this mess, this mess u step right over and forget

Until the next time this mess becomes something u digress

And contend and want something more of 

But what is u want if nothing inside u is fulfilled by u

And nothing around u could take away the blue

Wen everything inside u wiped awayin two seconds

While u werent looking and now ur crooked

From something that used to bring u joy

And now it brings u thunder and clouds

When are u gonna be fun to be around

Again?


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