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Reason Unfound

 Some day somehow Understand then. find your 

rebound. Find ur voice fine it sound so loud u can't see what u are you can only see the best ways of doing things u used to do without thinking listen to reason and go in the wrong direction hesitant and blinded by all the woke people the spoke people the rope heaves u up to the heavens and tighten ur view on the world never looking. Back but sooth ur stack of hypervigilent outcomes loud as you can be but now the loud voice is unheard and whispered are savoured flavor of the sound you need to be gentle no more reason to fling about ur outcome of trauma just some of the blinding reveals that you are wha u were given in life and it appetite seized cause it was unflavorable seeable edible you couldn't even chew up ur emotions they screwed em up for you and left u dumbfounded surrounded by uneasy circumstances chances were taken away and flinching was to ur dismay a common occurrence pure as can be with darkest of clouds hanging about ready to permanently surround your remaining life ur friend to the end. Ur angst is ur strife. Ur lesson in life to be cautious of any direction you go in till ur tired and tumble and stumble like many in the direction of masses cause masking's exhausting and how many times can I learn the same lesson till shit starts progressing but instead r I'm regressing and learning all backward to tall tales and heartaches and how to think incorrectly start confessing the sins that don't count that fear made me think over but really it's over it choked me before now it just has a strong hold and nothing to take off just part of. My collar. No getting over just stuck to my me and no other , a personality flaw a rash decision a fear to stand up for me a stain in my existing. Listen ur not the only one going through this and if it's you or them ur strength is unfounded u would have been lost without it. Clouded and thousands of miles under earth jus seeking the center of this whole phenomena when ur looking up to ur down and ur out when. It's in so very confusing the unforgiven sin. 

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