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Poem for new years

 



We were so truly stagnant.  

Standing in place raging, faded. 

Rad but everything we did was sad so,

  We left it behind but I left you more.

  In store was the inventory,  

invent a story, lack of horny,  

boring. It became cause I came out 

of my shell. 

Well, weren't you telling the truth at one point?  

Droid, you saw the mechanics but not what to do

, react to this but not how you Pursue,

 wouldn't you know the hallucinations ensure,  

all in your mind an eye open or not.

 You want to see people but forgot

 that the right way is the path without flying, 

 wrath without trying, 

 stand without lying, 

 win without fighting, 

 drinking without all nighting,

 find without hiding.

 Made one little mistake and took advantage,  

haven't you learned your lesson yet. 

Set the trap but forgot to memorize the lines, 

where you came from and what you left behind. 

Remember the story of Hansel and gretel, they left bread crumbs to go back home, but you stayed in the house thinking the toys 

were there did you to play with,

  you had to throw them out.

 What you think you'll learn from word of mouth? 

 Hound all the dogs and meow all the cats. You gotta get thru it fast. 

Had you been brought up the right way,

  without telling and without all the going astray. 

Hey, you'll learn it eventually.

 You'll always need me to lead until then. But until when, 

 even I know not,  

you took too many steps back, I'll just get you onto that track.

 Place you kindly so you can fight. 

 You saw what you shouldn't be,

  now maybe you might ,

 know what you gotta show

 and what to exude, what to hide and Where to intrude. 

Whoever it was that you had the fued with, stop it now. 

Come back to your reality and go Back down, 

slowly you're lonely but you like it that way.

 warn me the next time you decide to run away.

 Who you blame had to do with your thoughts. 

But you were allowed to portray. 




3.28.16

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