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you starin straight but im not staring at you 
im staring to see if you know what im bout to do
here we are, here we go, on a road to parol
in this city of dread i know nothing has met
my expectations fondly gone, down the drain
i was shedding all my light just to take flight
in another way, in my mind in my soul
do i still have it or has it run cold?
was there a way before for me to settle score?
or was in just in mind that i thought more
than i saw, here i am trying to fly
high above the mighty sky
and see what is in or around this dome
this dome that i call home but in my heart it is not
and i just stand unaware that i am right
so what if ignorance is play 
and actual cunning knowledge is the way
to make yourself depressed again
my thinking you know everything
except the facts and those stand true
like the ghost that's haunting you
and me and them and whispers heard
about the way the world really works
but we pay no mind cause we think we know
how to control what our heart deems so
and silly us with our blankets over our eyes
that we think crying at night to the sky is right
but cover your tears and shed into the sun
for there we will all one day become one






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